Wassup

2012-01-17T22:25:00.001+08:00

Is been a long time, i camwhore. All thanks to the new social network path, that i started to take pictures of myself back -_-"

I'm still contented to show pictures of us, or even him at my blog.. hmmm

Toddles

K.L

2012-01-10T23:22:00.001+08:00

My 4days trip to K.L, was a pleasant surprise with bdae present from buskin robbin ice cream cake to lv bag. Most of of the pic r in my cam. As u guys knw, my comp crash. I can blog thru my hp yeay!

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I won't give up

2012-01-05T21:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was our 5th monthsary.

The first time we met, was 7 years ago.

I clearly remember what he wore, but i forget did we met on countdown or bazaar geylang?

Well, who cares. Even he don't even remember me, but his friends do.

But miracle happen, shall thank facebook to bring us back together lol!

I don't know even remember what caught us chatting i know, is regarding our favorite band Rufio.

And it was and instant click, till we meet the next day.

How typical Singaporean kisau LOL!

And everything is history.

All i wish, our relationship will last long. No more crying, no more heart broken.

Just be happy, well is a lied not every relationship have no fighting am i right? There will be, but that makes our relationship more stronger.

<3 Alfie

Too Open

2012-01-05T21:14:00.003+08:00

Empty Promises

Future

Cover Above me from rufio

Do support local band, yerp this is my love band.

Hees, i need my laptop to work, so that i can edit. I will just upload via Mobile

Vocalist Alfie

Bass Jed

Drum Ayul

Guitarist Yana

Guitarist Zul

2011

2012-01-05T20:39:00.002+08:00

2011

The journey have been up and down, the most important thing is been an eye catching year.

Now with few months before i leave the school, i will miss schooling.

But mostly i will miss friends that we build for 2 years thru up and down.

And mostly, i make a risk to be in floorball.

I never thought, i will played in a team.

I used to love sports, but it stop me.

Even in a team, there will be a backstabbing well that life am i right? Not even sport is everywhere :)

My journey life of love.

I shall not brag about here, i prefer to be private and not being expose here.

I've been expose to concert or gig. Is been like what, few years i went to gig.

I went to see Alesana and The Casualties.

This i might going to see Sum 41, when will blink 182 come Singapore?

Shall i say 2011, i've been lazy updating my blog.

As you guys know, i love doing food review or even make up.

After all my laptop crash, what a luck huh?

My birthday bash was awesome, even i did not celebrate with my love. But most importantly, that he will always be in my heart.

My birthday i celebrated with my family in K.L, it was awesome! Even i was so tired hahaha!

All i wish for 2012, it will be better then 2011.

Im stronger, it never kill me.

2011-11-22T18:24:00.001+08:00

Thanks dearest Farah, to let me hear this song.

I will never expose here in blog :)

In another life

2011-11-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

And in another life I would be your girl

We keep all our promises, be us against the world

And in another life, I would make you stay

So I don't have to say you were the one that got away

The one that got away

I forever want to be your girl.

No regret to turn back, we did turn back 6 years ago.

And we make a lot of mistake, with our previous relationship, may this make us learn and be stronger.

Insyallah 2013 :)

Tick Tok

2011-11-07T02:21:00.003+08:00

Maybe he is not the romantic guy ever.

Maybe he propose to me not the sweetest, but is kinda cute.

Because we laugh on it.

That's what propose to be, something memorable don't be so vavaoom!

All comes to the heart :D

Faster April, i can't wait your family to come for "Merisik"

I've plan up for our wedding.

2012 Dec/2013 Insyallah.

Pray for us.

2011-10-24T00:42:00.001+08:00

Is a reminder.

But i'm blessed, and contented.

<3 Alfie

Starting Over

2011-10-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

Review Loreal/Revlon

2011-09-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

Loreal True Match(N7 Nude Amber): 5/5

Review: This is my 2nd bottle i got, yes i keep going back with this foundation, due to is easy to blend, and is not sticky. The coverage is not bad at all.

Apply: Is easy to apply by finger(i know we suppose not to) /sponge/any foundation brush.

Revlon Color Stay(Early Tan) :3/5

Review: I will not buy again due to, is so sticky and is hard to blend. But i like it, because it will stay on more than 12hrs. Love the coverage.

Apply: It dry so quickly, i need to apply it very fast.

Revlon Photo Ready(008 Golden Beige): 4/5

Review: Love it, it really stood out in photo so great! Is easy to blend, the bad side it has shimmer. But when you look at your pictures you gonna love this baby! Coverage is just the same as Revlon Color Stay.

Apply: You may apply with your finger/sponge/foundation brush

Expo Flea Market

2011-09-23T22:44:00.008+08:00

The flea market is still on, till this Sunday 25 Sept 2011. It will be open till 10pm, if you get sick with the flea market go run to Robinson sale hehehe :)

Located: Expo 6B

Total Damage: $20

Good deal i must say :D

2011-09-19T22:04:00.006+08:00

Even the best fall down sometime

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find

You and i collide

Skyscraper

2011-08-30T17:50:00.003+08:00

Been months i've not update this blog.

Everything you hope, might not the one that last.

Everything you want, sometime is just a need not the one you want.

Even i wanted someone badly, i know god is great he will show me much better person.

He challenge my heart and soul.

In the end the guy i knew 6years ago was the one.

I will never say the one, till i get married( See how fobia am i HAHA)

Maybe what people said it was fated.

I never did rush.

I just let it happen naturaly.

I once been hurt, and will never repeat it again.

I'm the one afraid to be loved

In the end, i found someone who really truly loved me the way am i.

I never call myself lucky.

Is how god want me to learn from the fall.

And get up with my two feet.

This is just the beginning of our relationship.

There will be test around the road.

Is up to us, to make smooth or a rocky journey.

With god will, we will be forever not a short time period.

Insyallah.

I want this to be last and final no more playing games.

My age is time to settle down :)

<3 Alfie

Toddles Sue

2011-08-10T01:24:00.001+08:00

A big hint, i seriously don't know what color should i get. All are nice HAHAHA!

I seriously need to talk with my mom, for Phuket get away. With Alfie and friends :)

2011-08-03T21:49:00.001+08:00

I only miss you when you call

So please don't pick up the phone again

In the confusion of it all

Give me time

While my mind's unravelling

I just can't escape this feeling

But it's taking over me

All over me

I know now I can't try to hide it

It's clear to me that I can't fight it

You wanna take it back to where it was

But I can't make this over

I can't make this over

You want another chance to try again

But I can't make this over

I can't make this over

NOW

Don't say I don't miss the way we were

I thought nothing could tear us apart

Why do you have to sabotage our love

And leave me with a broken heart?

You think, that I won't forgive you

It's far beyond a breakup

Kiss and make up

I know now that it's not about you

I know that I can't live without you

You wanna take it back to where it was

But I can't make this over

I can't make this over

You want another chance to try again

But I can't make this over

I can't make this over

And now I'll follow my heart

And now you're out of my life

And now...

You wanna take it back to where it was

But I can't make this over

I can't make this over

You want another chance to try again

But I can't make this over

I can't make this over [x2]

NOW.

My heart is broken.

And i know there's always a rainbow to cover the rain for me.

TQ :)

Don't Hold Your Breath

2011-07-28T02:43:00.001+08:00

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left

If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

What you did to me boy I can’t forget

If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

I was under your spell for such a long time couldn't break the chains

You played with my heart tore me apart withall your lies and games

It took all the strength I had but I crawled up on my feet again

Now you’re trying to lure me back but no those days are gone my friend

I loved you so much that I thought that someday you could change

But all you brought me was a heart full of pain

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left

If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

What you did to me boy I can’t forget

If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

Don’t hold your breath eh eh

I was worried about you but you never cared about me none

You took my money and I know that you, you could kill someone

I gave you everything but nothing was ever enough

You were always jealous over such crazy stuff

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left

If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

What you did to me boy I can’t forget

If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

Don’t hold your breath

Move on don’t look back

I jumped off a train running off the tracks

Your day is gone face the facts

A bad movie ends and the screen fades to black

What you did to me boy I can’t forget

If you think I’m coming back

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left

If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

What you did to me boy I can’t forget

If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

Don’t hold your breath

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left

If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

What you did to me boy I can’t forget

If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

2011-07-28T02:16:00.002+08:00

Yes, i had it all.

Enough is enough.

I seen enough, yes Alfie trying his best to win my heart.

I should give him chance to let in my heart :)

Thank you allah s.w.t for showing me.

You came when i give up

You came with a little light without knowing, you are the one who make me smile everyday.

You came without hope.

Prefect Nightmare

2011-07-15T21:01:00.002+08:00

The news about me and Alfie just spread so fast in school. Just to clarify yes, i go out with him.

Yes, we contact each other. But i've no feeling towards him, even he confess he did have feeling toward me.

I told him already i can't due to, i still love someone else. He said is okie.

Even we knew each other for 5 years, now we just contact and meet up.

I'm sorry Alfie if i broke your heart. You always there when i'm down, and cheer me up.

Love can't be force, i never felt like this before.

But even that, i know the person i love. Doesn't even love me :'(

Even if i wait for you

You don't even love me, how foolish am i.

Even if you still love me

I guess you have no guts, to even contact me back.

2011-07-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

Everyone life have up's and down's

Even i had my down's, i know who i can go to.

Mostly i go with my darling cousin my blood <3

Holiday will be end soon. My 2 weeks of holiday, i was full with friends.

Till my mom stop me, every weekend we head town.

Like per normal, my mom will feed me with SHOPPING!

I'm bless.

Baby i've lost you :'(

Hanya Untukmu

2011-07-02T02:37:00.003+08:00

How proud am i, Azlan(vocalist/Guitarist) band make thru the local radio :)

Support his band Arus.

Ehem2 now your name called Anry.

Miss hang out, session with you guys. As you always support our band Stereo Attack :)

2011-07-02T00:25:00.003+08:00

This will be an angry post.

Seriously guys, you are married and still have nerve to flirt around!

Who cares, you are my ex or whatsoever we had in the past.

It was the past, i move on.

Who cares if my life is miserable. Because of you!

I did not trust all the guys i date or even in relationship with!

How naive was i, i was 18 and you were 21 i guess.

I thought having a mature who have finish ns will be so easy.

No!

It did not turn out that way, thru out the 10 months you are with me.

You lied all the way, till we broke up and make a friendship!

Turn out, all this while i was your timer!

What the hell!

In the end, karma hit you back. The girl who you in relationship with for 5 years, dump you!

Yes dump you.

And you crawl back to me, and i don't even bother.

Now you are back, saying "Hi,Hello" Please don't start again.

Now you status are different, you are freaking MARRIED!

You can lie to your gf, playing back around her.

But married?

Please stop your cheating!

You broke many girls heart, now your wife come on!

Why do all my previous date or ex's who broke my heart come back.

I don't need you serious!

I had enough guys breaking my heart.

My heart is going burst anytime sooner or later.

I had enough working hard on relationship.

In the end he just dump me, without any reason.

You thing, i'm a toy?

I have feeling!

Go fuck your transport, your good looking, your charming. Whatever ahh!

Seriously for ones treat a girl right!

For once please don't used a girl!

2011-07-01T00:26:00.001+08:00

I love you like a love song

2011-07-01T00:07:00.004+08:00

As my life been a hell of roller coaster, i thank god that everything when well.

Even if i rot at home, one thing for sure i've my family :)

Me: Eh you find me a match lah

Him: Okie you nak mcm mana,

Matrep,mat motor, mat jiwang?

Me: Dah apa kena dgn mat motor lah mat jiwang wadever lah

Him: Mana tau some gals wants a guy with motor

Me: Hello, i'm not that type of gal. Even my x bwk motor tk semesti nye, i like mat motor.

I guess he know, i'm not interested with mat motor. I dunno how i fall him, i dont fall for him due to his motor, i suka dia kerana orang nye motor tk ke mana2 tau!

Lagi pon, i know some guys used their transport for being mana nye hot stuff HAHA!

Him: yelah2 sudah tu sudah. I cakap mana tau u nk org mcm gitu.

7years you know me, you still underestimate me. Hais..

I still hate people label me, due to my x have bike.

And people still teasing me "KR"

Do you find me a dog, want someone due to his bike?

Follow him around, he has his life/his family and his friends.

Please lah, don't be so stereotype!

To you, i'm sorry i can't fall for you.

I know why, am sorry :(

Even i enjoy every moment we had, we can't continue this drama!

Kiss and tell

2011-06-28T11:37:00.002+08:00

I had to stop worrying about others.

If not i will lead to depression.

Yes, the way i see myself i'm going thru depression.

I've to be happy.

I can't sleep, memories haunting me.

Keep having bad dreams.

I've none people to share about, i kept it to myself.

I will lock myself in a room.

Sometime love is suicide.

To whoever in the past, please stop!

I'm not your 2nd hand girl, you break my heart.

When on with other gals, and that gal dump you.

And you contact me back.

Yes i'll never entertain your "Gd nite"Msg

FCUK!

2011-06-23T03:01:00.002+08:00

How i wish, i can go back time. 7 years ago.

The moment we saw each other, we don't even talk.

We just smiled, and your friends keep teasing us.

Wanted to match us together haha.

I miss that moment

That blossom moments

What we did today, thankful we know our limits.

You did your cuddle moments.

The lames jokes.

Thanks for the day today, even we strictly said just friends.

You did cuddle me, in the movies because i was super cold.

Thanks, for making me happy.

Follow me around, like one stupid kid.

Till we get lost in the mrt station HEHEHE!

The end of the day, you hug me.

Yes, i'm ok.

Even i'm not with this broken heart.

You knew i want to cry.

You always have this magic.

To cheer me up.

Thank you best friend, even you are the worst HAHAHA!

Im crying typing this post.

I miss you, i still do.

I love you, this feeling did not even out.

Is just you need to learn for once.

You can't just give up!

Best wishes for you, with that new girl.

Only god knows, how hurt my heart is.

Hafiz, we can go thru this together.

There's alot of fishes out there, i don't know why we kept falling the wrongs ones?

Why this fool, never know how hurt our heart is when you broke it?

7 years

2011-06-22T15:33:00.002+08:00

7 years has past, going to be 8 years.

My dear, thing have change.

We move on to fast, till we kept falling each time our love have broke our heart.

But i will never fall for you again, like 7 years ago.

I still remember the butterfly feeling.

The kisses, the kiss that you always do at my forehead.

The hugs, at times i will remember the memories 7 years ago.

I guess, we are fated not to be together.

We have grown up, no more longer puppy love.

I'm sorry, i just can't.

Please don't hurt her anymore.

We can stay as friends.

Even i miss the cuddling moments.

We just can't like we used too.

I will miss the butterfly moments.

2011-06-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

2011-06-19T17:54:00.003+08:00

Is been 2 months i guess, that i've back in singlehood track.

People may think i still drag it, shall i said yes i do.

Just ask anyone if they gave you a reason, that you can't accept.

You think is easy journey for me.

I learned, that life has to move on no matter what.

Whatever his reason that he lied/to make up story/to make thing not getting worst.

He maybe a jerk saying this kind of reason.

For whatever reason, i know he used to be in my life.

Even a short moment.

I still treasure what we gone thru.

I learned from all my past relationship.

Not to hope, hope can lead to desperation.

People keep asking me, not to have any contact with him at all.

I listen, but you guys don't even know.

How hard i went thru, i wanted to msg or even give you a call.

I wanted to listen to my heart, to still keep in touch.

But looking at you, seeing you happy with other girl in your life.

Well i might just said let give up.

No point waiting.

I just wish all the best :)

Revenge is never ever my game.

I'm getting my life on track back.

Even i still love you, still miss you.

I've made my decision, just let it go.

Go on with my life.

I've tons to focus on.

Especially on my studies, is time to make my parents proud.

Men can wait, with my family problem getting to much to handle.

Love can wait, when the day comes it will comes.

Maybe is you, maybe other guys.

Only him knows, who is the guy for me.

Don't ever rush, take it slow and steady.

I'm not other girls, go under desperation,contact back.

Get patch back, because i never believe in patching :)

I'm not a girl, who go crazy because of transportation.

Because materialistic will never last long.

Anytime, god can take everything you had.

So girls, please don't go with a guys due to their transportation.

Because, trust me it will never last long.

Girls please don't be so clingy to guy 24/7 because, he hate it.

He has his life, his friends, his family.

And so do you!

Get a life!

2011-06-19T00:27:00.004+08:00

You came back in my life.

Whenever, my heart is broken.

You put joy, with a simple message.

"Good morning"

"Good nites sweet dreams"

If only that was 7 years ago.

"if you are trapped between your feelings and what other people think is right, always go for whatever makes you happy.
unless, you want everybody to be happy except you."

2011-06-19T00:18:00.003+08:00

Why i keep seeing you every where.

From bus stop, tamp mall, till town -_-"

VERY ANNOYING!

To the whatsapp guy, please stop whatsapp with me.

I don't know who gave you my num.

I feel uncomfortable with you.

Asking a weird question.

Can you see i'm avoiding you pff!

Happy Father day to my one only MY DAD! :D

I love you.

I know, you know that i'm heart is broken again.

You just dare to ask, "are you okie?"

I know, you won't go to the extreme like mom.

You know longer with _____?

How i wish, i can hug you like when i was a little gal.

You kept telling me, my gal have grown up.

You no longer hug me HAHAHAHA!

I don't know how am i going to survive without you around.

You went thru a hard time with your family and our too.

If only, i'm stronger like my parents :)

Toddles Sue

2011-06-16T01:25:00.002+08:00

Suddenly it reminding my past.

I'll keep singing to you, to put you to sleep.

The only guy, who really prove his love.

The only guy, from Woodlands just to pick me up at school Ite Tamp.

At that time, you trying to save up for a bike.

But you have pass your license a year ago.

How i wish, people did not interfere.

I still keep our pic, the letters.

I gave back the ring you gave.

Is all up to him, we may ended our relationship now.

You never know what going to happen in the future.

P.S For now i'm not interested to anyone, i just want to heal my broken heart.

I may go dating, but no more relationship i had enough!

Toddles Sue

2011-06-16T00:14:00.004+08:00

Having a strange person whatsapp me, and giving me weird msg.

Is super uncool.

Thank you Rejab, for entertain my crap this few days.

Till you said"Okie he sound weird, ko stop layan dia."

"Aiyo! ada stalker"-_-"

Crap ko makin jadi2!

Sampai ko spam aku nye whatsapp 58msg, itu btul2 aku jumpa aku sepak muka ko HAHAHHA!

To Kamsani & Faiz.

May your journey to Cambodia will be safe, and come back safety amin! :)

Will be sending you off tomorrow!

And yes we going to miss you both!

Lately we been SKYPE-ING! I can laugh like one mad women LOLS!

Whenever i'm skype-ing Moh always will be away, after that everyone offline -_-"

Till i talked to him until 3am!

Miss Feecar :) I can skype with her everyday HAHAHAHA!

I drank coke to many, i can't even eat. First thing in the morning, i vomit all the coke LOLS!

May i know review for KL Gangster, is it good?

SATURDAY! My dearest Ice A.K.A Shah Imran going to be someone husband!

And i'm dead, no date no whatsoever. I must go alone all the way to woodlands.

I've too many plan on Saturday alone, never been so busy -_-"

2011-06-13T00:34:00.002+08:00

Going home, thinking i can rest.

No. It did not happen.

My bro and sis must fight using fist.

MRM wake up, hearing shouting and screaming.

I don't know what going to happen with my family.

I can't tell anyone.

I kept everything to myself.

No more love around, to talk to. To console my broken heart.

No point having men in my life.

They end up, break my heart.

Leave me in tears.

No one will ever love me.

No point being, caring and concern

No point being so patience.

People just don't appreciate my kindness.

All they did break my heart.

If i ever want to cry, i would cry and scream and punch!

My heart bruise lots of time.

I might just fall at the toilet just now.

Let me bleed to death!

2011-06-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

Still remember, when i was in MDIS my project i did was abortion.

I find stupid a mom so cruel to just abort the baby.

You can feel the pain, the baby got suck out from your stomach.

But what the point, keeping it. When someone you love just don't love you anymore?

But what the point, when the father is irresponsible.

But what the point keeping it, when family problem will come.

I know is the biggest sin, but go think again.

Will you bring a child, with that kind of reason.

Do you think the child will be happy?

Do you think you can support the child?

2011-06-11T01:49:00.003+08:00

ZULLY!

Thanks, to bring my smile back.

Thanks for the hugs.

Even i feel like slapping you hahahaha!

Me: Pecah sia dgr lagu nie mcm *Laughing* Due tu jiwang songs

Zully: Ckp org, org tu flood kat fb dgr lagu jiwang

At one moment, i feel like crying. No point crying btw :)

Ohhh! And happy birthday to Eirwan Shah :)

I wish to bump at Iskandar, today i bump to him thrice!

With his face shock, i know we have lots to catch up.

Yes, hopefully the jamming outing with the boys will HAPPEN!

You never know, how i miss you guys.

You guys were my pillar of strength.

Whenever i had a break up, you guys have this magic to bring back my old me.

If i ever cry, you guys will hug me.

Sing me a song, makes jokes.

Oh i miss the old times.

Dearest

2011-06-11T01:37:00.002+08:00

The last farewell, before our dearest Feecar going to San Francisco. We had our last hugs, is like you don't want to let go of us.

We going to wait for you, sorry we can't sent you off.

We all going to miss you.

Will miss you, when you want to cry or need hug. My class is beside yours.

Your last outing want to be with Abg Moh wishes are granted.

Both bro, just can't stop bulling Feecar haha. I was happy to see you guys smile :D

To Faz, special notes from Feecar. Her tweet

"Dear fazly , I hope you change for the better when im away abg.. Adik miss you k . Harap abg belajar kesalahan abg dahulu. Takecare"

She touch our heart, even it just for a short moment.

No matter, how downfall you had. You just had your way to smile.

Toddles Sue

Insyallah, you will back safety. Amin.

2011-06-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

2011-06-09T00:57:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU!

Everyone blames me!

Go on blame me!

URGH!

What you want from me?

I've make my decision, and all they come blaming me GREAT GOODDD JOB!

Buat baik salah, buat jahat apa tk salah?

Semua salah kn aku k.

Aku boleh take it.

Bsk org nie, nxt day org laen.

Lama2 aku mati jugak pon cantek!

KNNCB!

2011-06-08T00:25:00.003+08:00

Sufi words are still in my mind.

Seriously, i've to make a decision.

My privacy from blog,to fb till my twitter.

Is out of hand!

He kept saying,"Ko nie suka kecian kn org, ada dia kecian kan ko?"

"Ko nie hati lembut sngt, sampai dia pijak kepala ko, ko maseh bersabar?"

"Ko nie org dh buat gitu, apa guna ko tunggu"

My brain, can go brain damage after that.

Sufi said, you better make your decision if not. He will never talk to me again :(

"ko nak takot dgn dia buat apa, dia bukan tuhan"

"Ko nak ambik hati dia buat apa, kalau dia sendiri kecewa kan ko"

SUFI! Seriously,the first time. You burst me into this hush2 words, but funny i never did cry.

I just let it out to you, thanks for being there for me.

Even your date, things i and you have something on -_-"

To Sufi, jgn perah2. Dorg kacau ko dgn aku jer per HAHAHHAHA!

Take it easy, everything will be fine.

I know i'll be fine.

SHeesh! This weekend i'm working. Okie lah at least i can pay my bill off, before dad keep nagging at me.

My family problem, somehow. I dunno when i can keep this silent.

My parents kept fighting, because of you!

Our family became like this, thanks for you stupid thing. We all are suffering!

2011-06-06T00:42:00.000+08:00

2011-06-05T18:44:00.002+08:00

Hafiz ask me once, "Best eh dapat bestfriend prempuan"

I ans."Memang best, you have bestfriend different gender but when they are married not best sekali".

Well, that what i'm facing.

My mom kept nagging, saying. Isk tu laki org."Someone husband".

Oh please, i know my limits.

And i know Isk really well, i won't find him. He will find me, frm he single, attached till his married.

I still remember once, i make him super pissed off. Till he don't even want to talk to me for at least 3 months. Then we are back friends.

To have a bestfriend who are hot temper, you need to be extra patience. If they are mad, just be silent if not, you will get it. All the wire come out HAHAHA!

Yes i learn alot from Isk, until i'm attached to someone like him.

But that did not last long tsk2.

I told Isk, what happen. All he can say, bersabar lh.

I asked him, oi gie cari kn aku lah.

He ans, ko fikir apa aku agency cari jodoh HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Then he send me Rifa'ee Fazari pic, just to cheer me up.

YES! I'm planning to go jamming with you boys!

I miss you guys so much!

Later we hug2 many2 k!

2011-06-01T21:16:00.001+08:00

Never make a man a priority in your life if you are just an option in his.

2011-05-31T09:00:00.003+08:00

Hey there stranger, how you bin'

Feels like i'm standing on the outside looking in

at the mess we left behind

And it's a long way to fall

I gave you everything I had

I gave it all

And then my heart was on the line

I can't hate you

any longer

I know i'm going to miss you

I'll forget it and let it go.

Say hello to goodbye, cuse its gone forever

No more try, you and I

Not now, not ever

And i'll get by without you

I'm not going back again

I'm not going to lie to you

Cuse, that was there and only then.

Say hello to goodbye

Say hello..

And this is how it has to be

Cuse' its a deadly combination, you and me

You know its undeniable

Even though we tried it all

We brought the worst out in each other

I recall

We can't act it anymore

What doesn't kill you

It makes you stronger

And though i'm going to miss you

I'll forget it and let you go

Say hello to good-bye

Its gone forever

No more try, you and I

Not now, not ever

And i'll get by without you

I'm not going back again

I'm not going to lie to you

lCuse, that was there and only then.

Say hello to goodbye

Say hello..

And even though the tears will dry

I can't completely disconnect

Couldn't make the compromise

Didn't have a safety net

Say hello to goodbye

heeey ya ya

Say hello, goodbye

Say hello to good-bye

Its gone forever

No more try, you and I

Not now, not ever

And i'll get by without you

I'm not going back again

I'm not going to lie to you

Cuse, that was there and only then.

Say hello, to goodbye

Say hello, hello

to goodbye.

It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; it's even harder to give up when u know it's everything you've wanted.

2011-05-31T08:57:00.002+08:00

2011-05-28T01:08:00.002+08:00

Memories just memories.

Even i turn back time, there no hope.

Looking back the pictures.

Yes, it will just kept me reminding.

Hais...

http://www.shaeryalqadri.com/

Efa 21st bdae.

StarGazing

2011-05-26T02:22:00.003+08:00

Our favorite pass time, was watching the stars and moon. At the Pasir Ris park, and talk all kind of shit. We will sit the waterbreaker. Suddenly it remind me.

The first time, you show me your secret place. Airplane, you know how much i love airplane.

And someone how i miss your hug, your kisses.

I know you are hot tempered, but i know from your heart. You are a kind person.

How i wish, i could turn time back.

People may say, move on you deserve better.

Be in my shoes, and say how am i going to move on?

I try to be as strong as i used too.

But i know my little heart here, will always love you.

Damn shoot my brain and heart here HEHEHE!

I'll never stop praying for you and your family.

Amin.

Toddles Sue

2011-05-26T02:21:00.001+08:00

I am a terrible, hopeless romantic person.

There you go, that why i am single :)

Alicia Keys - Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart

2011-05-26T01:01:00.002+08:00

2011-05-26T00:22:00.002+08:00

I was shock my dearly Zully came back to me.

I was shock my x date came back to me.

Why all my past keep haunting me, why since i'm single back?

WTF!

And people keep telling me about Shafik, oh please!

Actually, i was the one avoiding Zul. N scold him off! But i know, this boy will never give up.

And will come back messaging me back, now not sms Whatsapp *canggih jap*

Everyone is asking me am i okie?

I will ans "I am okie", After all you know i am lied.

Don't asked me, "Are u single or attached"

Coz it will bring back emotional break down.

Everyone will keep saying the same thing, move on.

Be in my shoes, will it be easy?

I won't rant it here, how is my break up moment.

Would you feel, heart broken. When you fall to person, who wins your heart after so long it has not been glue back?

I'm bless with my Cousin, Bf's, gf's Everyone for their encouraging, advice etc2.

And to Zakiah n Hyra, thnks for being there when i cried like one kind of baby -_-

Feecar: For being there always!

To his bro: Yes2 i'll be stronger, and face this shit!

Sufi: To the only guy, who always try his best to make me laugh n advice.

And to mom, stop blaming me whenever i'm having break up. And kept saying, because of me!

Please your little gal, has been hurt more deeply now.

Toddles Sue

2011-05-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

C'mon ah babe. You're like what? Freaking 17?!? Born in 1994. Belum tentu boyfriend kau tu akan kahwin ngn kau. Check2 skola pun blum habis dah nk angan2 nak kahwin lah, nak ada baby lah. All coz you think it's romantic and fun?!? Seriously gross sia your mindset.- Anya Mischa

Well said :)

2011-05-21T10:44:00.002+08:00

BY Riah

sabar babe. I know youre going thru your hard times. 

You now I am too, right.. 

but as far as im doing now, keeping myself occupy is the best thing to do. 

yes, It hurts so badly when it comes to remembering about him. 

but no choice, must stay strong. 

remember, be happy with your ownself, prove them you dont need to happy with people. 

you can still be happy even by yourself. 

hugs 

I've many people loving me. I should not concern, what you want to bring me down.

Come on sue, u know u can be strong. You been thru the hardest with Shafik!

2011-05-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

people sometime misinterpret your good intentions as something with an underlying meaning. this i often experience.

but they interpret it as selfishness. it can be emotionally charging at times

no what people may say or how they may judge us, it's those that are close to your hearts are the one that matters the most.

so, it's ok to swallow your pride and feelings once in a while. it's ok for others to come up with scary stories of you. it's ok for people to make silly assumptions which don't make sense. they don't make you and neither should they break you. life is what you make of it. patience and tolerance will go a long way if used properly and adequately.

learn to be patient and all times despite the ridiculously challenging times. learn to tolerate others because we are all not born the same.

Allah is watching over me and you. i'm sure. =)

2011-05-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

Even though we have moved on, it gets so hard to walk away ♥

Step By Step

2011-05-20T21:22:00.001+08:00

Explaining to Amy, how to upload fb pic so funny. Till i need to print screen, and do some edit to make her understand.

Amy ko cute lah!

2011-05-20T21:02:00.004+08:00

Love someone who deserves your heart, not someone who will play with it.

2011-05-20T21:02:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you just have to give up on people. Chasing after them is a heartache, especially when they don't try to meet u half way.

2011-05-20T21:01:00.002+08:00

Sometimes all you need in life is someone to wrap their arms around you, and assure you that everything is going to be just fine

2011-05-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back

2011-05-20T20:45:00.001+08:00

Trying to forget someone you truly love is like trying to remember someone you've never met. Impossible

Dreams

2011-05-20T19:02:00.003+08:00

I've never occurs of having a bad dreams for weeks.

I hope it won't come.

Last week,i dream someone have been accident twice!

The first time, i know someone came to me talked something.

And i was awake with sweating all over, and just been breath from bed.

I don't know what the sign.

But i know, i don't want it to happen.

Today, i dream that i was at cemetery.

I was awake by my dad calling me. To wake up to do my subuh prayers.

And i was hit by bed, at my head -_-"

My dreams, kept repeating the same thing.

I don't want any dejavu, because is always happen to me.

URGH!

Dream please stay as dreams.

I don't even want to happen in my reality world.

Someday

2011-05-19T23:57:00.001+08:00

2011-05-19T21:55:00.002+08:00

I just need a hug, warm hug.

Quite emotional this few weeks, i've been slamming by yesterday talked.

From Atiqah,Sufi and my Nenek sendara.

I was about to cried at the canteen, i hold my tears.

Imagine, being heart broken not once by 3times.

My heart just could not handle it anymore.

At times, i said that enough no more love.

No one will ever love me.

And today, pop the name of Shafik.

Of all person, Sadiq asked, "Shafik now at SP?"

Oh please how am i'm going to know, when we have not been contact for almost a year.

After he broke up with me.

But i just said to him, Oh he is now in SP, that good. Meaning his mom dreams and his dreams come true.

I know he is such a smart boy, i know he will go SP. With his gpa i guess was 3.7.

That was the past.

I can't wait to go USS, please bursary come faster :)

I've many things to pay, first thing is Zully Floorball stick!

At times, you never know how strong you are.

Till you are left alone.

Problem still occurs no matter what, is how you handle the situation.

One thing for sure, i hate liars.

2011-05-18T23:18:00.002+08:00

I can’t believe I just gave up. I just let you drop out of my life. I tried to make you stay, then one day it got too hard and I saw what you really wanted was a life without me. So I gave up and now you’re really gone. I wish I could make you come back but tears, wishes and reminiscing do nothing but make my heart break a little bit more.

2011-05-17T15:36:00.000+08:00

biar aku sentuhmu berikanku rasa itu
pelukmu yang dulu pernah buatku
ku tak bisa paksamu tuk tinggal di sisiku
walau kau yang selalu sakiti aku dengan perbuatanmu
namun sudah kau pergilah jangan kau sesali

ref:
karena ku sanggup walau ku tak mau
berdiri sendiri tanpamu
aku mau kau tak usah ragu tinggalkan aku
kalau memang harus begitu

tak yakin ku kan mampu hapus rasa sakitku
ku selalu perjuangkan cinta kita namun apa salahku
hingga ku tak layak dapatkan kesungguhanmu

2011-05-17T11:26:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when you get too occupied in life, You'll fail to realise that despite the thousand of miles you've been out searching, the people who really love and care about you the most are the people standing right infront of you, the people you choose to blind out right from the very start. -Efa Alqadri

2011-05-17T11:10:00.002+08:00

Whenever i hear, and see people having relationship problem.

Is somehow will hurt me back or even hunt me back.

They will always said, don't worry he will come back.

I know my feeling, he won't.

He kept giving me cold shoulder, he don't even find me.

He don't even know, i miss messaging him.

Miss talking on the fone

Miss Chatting.

At times i miss the days we webcam.

Littles things what we did, always remind me the memories we had.

I always say to them, at least he/she did not let you go. Like wise mine.

2011-05-17T10:39:00.003+08:00

I lied if i said, i never miss you.

Yes, i do.

I lied if i said, you never break my heart.

Yes, you do.

No matter how hard, how heart break. This heart will kept saying, i miss you.

No matter how hard, i ignore it.

I guess you never feel, how i felt.

2011-05-17T10:25:00.002+08:00

If one day you realize I haven't talked to you in a while, it's not that I don't care, it's because you pushed me away and left me there

2011-05-17T10:24:00.002+08:00

Life is short, live it. Love is rare, grab it. Anger is bad, dump it. Fear is awful, face it. Memories are sweet, cherish them.

2011-05-17T10:23:00.003+08:00

We need to be hurt in order to grow, we must fail in order to know, we must lose in order to gain... lessons are learned best through pain.

2011-05-17T10:21:00.006+08:00

The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging and you have to act like you don’t care at all.

2011-05-17T10:21:00.004+08:00

Don't be so quick to break up with someone...get to the root of the problem first & find a solution.

2011-05-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

2011-05-16T21:12:00.002+08:00

I'm bless with Family.

Even i kept silent, with my parents. Because i know i will break their heart again, knowing their lil gal was never going to be love with a men.

Thanks Efa, and Yani.

And not forgetting i'm bless with friends.

Especially Fina, like finally i met her.

Will be planning with my guysmate. How i miss my boys so much!

2011-05-16T21:08:00.003+08:00

Change again, my layout. :)

My blog got bored, with words.

So tada here are the latest pic :)

After all my blog post, some of it in my public blog(here) and the other is on my private blog.

The conclusion, don't be selfish. Be mature and not childish, not all can be view in public.

And i'm longer want to have any argue.

Take one step at a time.

To Feecar: I know you are facing the biggest problem in your family. I'm proud of you, even you are just going to 18 you handle it like an adult!

Hopefully, when you go SF you will be back with a happy smile.

2011-05-14T12:37:00.000+08:00

2011-05-11T07:39:00.003+08:00

I know everyone is asking about us.

I can't ans so

I will just smile, and asked them to pray we will be back together.

I'm thankful people are concern about us.

I'm thankful with lot's of prayer, that i feel lucky.

Everyone wants us to be back.

I don't know why.

It does not means i did not contact you, i don't miss you or love.

I do

I just want you to have time off, and feel where is your heart belong.

I don't want to force you.

2011-05-09T01:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother Day!

To my mama, i know you always have been disappointed on us, but you always been so strong lady. To keep the family going, even we kept argue.

I know, who i can turn too. Even i'm the most secretive person ever!

I love you :)

And to Fazly Mom, even i met you twice. I salute you, for taking all grown up 6 kids.

Even with a downfall, when Faz father pass away. You are the strength to them, for keep them going. I never met your father, as what you said to me. He is a nice man, Ya allah letak kan dia di tempat2 org2 yg beriman amin.

Al fateha.

To Fazly, even we are i don't know what status are we know.

Please be strong, and keep the family going like your dad did. Don't break your mom heart, because i believe, you can lead the family with a good mind set.

You dad don't want you in this state. I'll always pray all the best for you, and always be there whenever you need me or down.

2011-05-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

Looking back, few months ago. Before i met you, i was about to keep my heart close with any guys.

Because, i've too much disappoint on relationship.

And i don't want my heart to be hurt again and again.

Why must you do it? When you know, my past relationship.

I hate it cried while i'm sleeping.

Wake up, thinking are you are okie?

After few hours, still asking is he all right?

Damn you never know how much i miss you.

I just hope, your heart will open for me back again.

Insyallah.

Kiddy

2011-05-03T21:50:00.003+08:00

I wish i could be a kid again.

Without problems to worried.

At times parents do need to think what their kids feeling.

Yes, as times my parents don't think about our feeling.

But i'm thankful after all they gave me thru out my 22 years.

As you grew up, you know that parents just wants the best from their children.

Even i'm always not at home, they know what i'm facing with.

My parents thinks i'm the toughs child ever, as i love to kept everything to myself.

I never say, i love them.

As Feecar my dear, no matter what what your dad did.

He is your dad after all, even you hate him so much. For destroy the happy family you wanted, be strong my dear.

Allah s.w.t will always be with you. And i'm always here.

For now take care of yourself, your mom sis and your grandparents.

Everything happen, there must be reason.

What my dad teach, don't ever give up.

No matter what your status, family problem will keep coming.

You need to be strong and smart, to keep family together.

Communication is always the key!

2011-05-03T17:56:00.002+08:00

You don't need to tell the whole story to other's am i right?

I've my pride, and so do you.

Don't test my patience, i've been silent too much.

When your mouth is like a bullet without stopping.

Shall i say, today i've no mood at all!u

At times people have to know, when to shut their mouth.

Please, you are nobody. You don't need to be kaypo to be somebody!

2011-05-03T17:33:00.001+08:00

Love me without restriction. Trust me without wondering. Want me without demand. Accept me how I am.

2011-05-03T17:32:00.001+08:00

sometimes i really wonder why do we always have the leftovers?

2011-05-03T17:27:00.001+08:00

When everything was fine.

Why start off again, giving the cold shoulder back.

If i did something wrong, please forgive me.

In every relationship, there's up and down.

In every relationship, there's give and take.

2011-04-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

Sunday was as a lovely day, it been few weeks we never date out.

Thank you my dear for the surprise/ last min out.

No matter how down fall or argue. I try my best not to be the fire.

2011-04-24T03:50:00.001+08:00

I acted like it wasn't a big deal,

when really it was breaking my heart.

2011-04-24T03:45:00.000+08:00

2011-04-24T03:39:00.001+08:00

2011-04-24T03:35:00.000+08:00

I hope i never have to say goodbye to you.

2011-04-20T20:45:00.002+08:00

You have light up my life, when you came into my life.

And show me that, not all guys are the same.

I never regret to be with you.

I'll miss our mini date, our looking at the stars.

I'll miss you kiss my forehead.

I will miss your smile, your laugh.

And miss your jokes!

Letting go is hard.

2011-04-19T23:57:00.006+08:00

"You are the best thing that's ever been mine"<3

Letting go to person you love very much, is the hardest thing to do.

I always said to my ex "you're the best", after i grew up. And learn what real love are, you will know who is the best after all.

I never do, love mat motor.

I never want, to have a relationship in a same school.

Is all happen by fate.

I always wonder, how to feel really2 miss someone.

I always wonder, how it feel to really2 love someone.

And now i know how it felt.

You never, in my list or in my mind. The first time we met we just said smile, but after we chatted/sms/msn and date it out. We click really2 well!

You don't even need to change who you are, neither do i. How should i not love this relationship?

I've called this relationship "Suka hati u/Suka hati awak" Because we have a strong trust, and you know me/you love each other. Jealously will be there, but we learn how to give and take.

It may be temporary or permanent "Let Go" Is all about us and Him(allah swt)

You never know what future going to predict us, but i know this is a test from him.

I've to be stronger, come on sue you been thru this heart broken, cry moments.

And i know, I love you Md Fazly Bin Sazali.

But i want you to be happy, and not worry about me. I'm old enough to take care of myself. Settle thing out with your family, family is everything. Insyallah our feeling won't change, and will be back on track together.

If you need hug, or someone to listen i'm always here.

I'm always here to support you, no matter how down you are.

"Every relationship is messed up, but what makes it perfect is if you still wanna be there when things really suck."

I miss looking stars with you, holding n hugging you.

Toddles Sue

(The hardest entries i've type before)

2011-04-19T09:46:00.001+08:00

tdo??

kalo tk..nape tk angkt my kol...

kalo da tknk layan me...ckp je k...

I fall asleep, while waiting for him.

Hehehehe, the next morning i said u merajok tkder lah HAHAHHAHAHA!

Well i need to learn to give him space :)

Convo With Hykel

2011-04-17T21:35:00.002+08:00

upload gbr uh 

haaha

sabar lh

tgh clean up my emails 

and taking order frm ashaari  

why ashari 

haha

dia sibuk2 nk order contact lens haha

mampos

hahs

ay im meeting ur bf in a while

haha

Tu psl dia tk rpy.

make him happy okie 

tk nk dia sad2 lagi

no la. he away in joohor what.

think postive lady. whatever the problem lies between you and faz. im sure you guys can immprovise on it.

this is faz im talking about, he knows what he doing, he always confident in doing things that are right

have faith in him (:

and in god (:

huh?

well u dunno what his decision has he made, frm our rship. But im okie, and understd. And i know he knws what he doing.

Just have faith that he come back to me HAHA

don't use fake smile nor fake laugh.

be strong ay 

i know faz , and he really share with me what going on in his head.

i may not know what happening between you two

but do have faith ay !

wah u n zakiah ehh... Suka buat org ngais tau HAHAHAHA

im strong to face this, as my mom talked some sense wit me LOLS! .

I nvr said to faz this, he is lucky that my parents are willing to help him and support him. 

do you want me to pass that to faz?

no2

hahs v well then (:

I dont want him to cry anymore.

hahas.  ay .

do relax le.

aite ..brb ay

9:28pm

okie. faz otw to bedok 

Well Hykel just random chatted with me.

We are lucky to have friends, who wants our relationship to work.

It make be a difficult moment for us, but i know we can get thru with this.

For now, i just want you to focus on your family. When everything is settle, we can think where we left off?

Hello no, we ain't break up. Is just a time off :) Yes we are still in relationship.

I love you Md Fazly.

Talked to mom about your problem, make my heart easy. And dad for listening and giving advice, i'm lucky to have a parents like them. Even i never talked to them about my relationship before :)

And to Fazly, my house doors will always be open. You may talk to my mom or dad, if you have no one to turn tooo.

2011-04-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

Letting it go, is a tough decision. Due to you need to settle your family prob. I need to give u space to settle it. I love u Fazly :'(

2011-03-26T13:55:00.001+08:00

My baby, my everything :)

2011-03-21T03:06:00.004+08:00

Even if i'm to blame.

You kept giving me this cold shoulder.

Guess you never knew, it did break my heart a bit.

But i'm trying my best to be patience.

But what you did just blew me away.

By saying "kalo u try best...u shud sabar wif my worst being pe..

is dis u called ur best??"

What else you want me to do, to cool you off.

Just be silent and wait, see what happen next?

Tearing it away, at this time. Is super not good, i'm holding my tears to stay strong.

Maybe this is the challenge, and i need to keep a peace of mind. Patience *Breath in n out*

Toodles Sue

Trust your love

2011-03-20T20:08:00.005+08:00

LOVE

At times, you need to remember how the love start.

Not blaming each other, and start back the spark that we had.

Love is not an easy task, to stay.

Is about hardwork, and learning to give in.

Learn to accept each other flaws.

And lastly trust the man/women that you love.

I realize women, have this insecurity with their men. Including this idiot(me) HAHAHA!

I saw this question from my tumblr, i copy paste at my fb. See how many will comment or likes it.

"Girls: Do you get mad when your boyfriend is texting another girl when he is with you? Boys: Do you get mad when your girlfriend is texting another guy when she's with you?"

The comment blew me away.

ChachaRivera duh..of course..hahahahahah
19 minutes ago ·
Sue ‎:)
18 minutes ago ·
Sitiie Aisyah may i copy paste ur status with ur name on it?
18 minutes ago ·
Sue Of course :)
18 minutes ago ·
Alistar Depends on who.. Usually yes.
16 minutes ago ·
Sue thank god a men ans this qn LOLS! :)
13 minutes ago ·
Shikinn Yes of course la seh....
6 minutes ago ·
Sue Even is only his friends?
6 minutes ago ·
Shikinn If texting friends using ' Kau aku' to another girl , I don't mind and if he never hides things from me.
But ' you I ' to another girl, it's like... That's more than a friend, I suppose..;))that's me la kan..;))
And that's what I think...
3 minutes ago ·
Sue Thank you for you guys review hehe :)
about a minute ago ·
Amy the main key to this is how much you trust your partner :) if you think to much into the matter , you'll tend to think negatively into it . so usually , all you can do is pretend untill one day they get caught right in front of your eyes . why stress bout it now when you're unsure bout it . just follow the flow oke :)
5 minutes ago ·
Amy well , i may not be good in a relationship , but experience does helps . i experience too much getting into the wrong steps . cause usually i make a lot of bad assumptions . well , still learning babe :)
3 minutes ago ·
Sitiie Aisyah so the moral of the story from Amy Ooh Amy that we can learn is?? "Dont put an ASS out of U and ME" nvr and don't assume.
6 minutes ago · · 1 person
Sitiie Aisyah chehdebah. well said Amy!
6 minutes ago ·

How many likes this post, 3.

Now can i slap myself, not trusting. Or even have doubt with my love one!

At times, we women need our space and man too.

We need to learn to give in, not blaming. What i did, was totally wrong, it hurt me and to him too.

And lastly accept him, and understand him.

We need to get back, the roots from our love blooms!

It don't apply we women, but men too.

I heard, lot's of control freak men. RELAX MAN!

If we love that person, and you know he/she love you back. You don't have to worry so much, because at the end of the day. The trust and love will stay :)

Jealous KILL! Insecurity KILL MORE! Assume KILLS DOUBLE!

Rules 1- trust your love :)

Not all love are the same, they have different story.

Go with the flow.

Love will lead you where you going to be.

It may have a rocky side, but when your love is strong.

It will be okay.

Love is good.

Treat it well :)

After all i'm still learning, not me only WE! :D

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Jealousy Kills

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At the end of the day, looking thru from our first lay eyes together. To friends,date till in relationship, we went a long way.

We just started, i never say i did not accept who you are. I did and still trying to accept who you are, my Patience have limits too. I may not be the best you ever wanted, i'm trying my best and hard to keep you smiling. All i want is you to be happy, even if i'm hurt.

As i know this problem leads, by me. Jealously KILLS! And misunderstanding is HATE!

Cousin Nani said , give him chance, open up and feel the love. Love is good! HAHAHAHAH! (She crack some jokes, when i'm down thanks syg!)

Cousin Efa said, and if you're talking abt rltnshp's honeymoon period, I'm sure u can reignite the spark. Don't give up. Do smth special.( Awww syg, i will try to make our love much better)

At times, i know family is the best to heal my PMS mood LOLS!

And to Nisa who gave this quotes, Patience is a virtue. It takes 2 to clap and 2 patient pple to make a relationship work.

And lastly, tq MY ONLY BABY GIRL FEECAR! For being dere always k :)

I thought i was going thru alone! In the end, lot's of love people do wants us to works thing out. Allahamdulliah :)

Insyallah, everything will be fine.

Toddles Sue